Sunday, December 21, 2008

I quit smoking

Well the results are in... Chantix works. I quit smoking and i'm a changed man. I feel alot different. I have anger in me (from the pills i'm still taking) I wanna whoop peoples faces in and i'm no longer relaxed. There's something in me i've never seen before. When i smoked for the last 15 i was cool, calm and collected. Now i have this feeling like i'm losing it. People thought i was a psycho before well wait till they see me now. I have enough built up inside me to destroy anyone or anything that comes in my way. Well hope this isn't my last blog. Goodbye...

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Chantix






Today is day 11 of my prescription drug Chantix. It helps u quit smoking. I didn't believe anything would help me quit since i smoked so much (around 2-3 packs per day ) for at least 10 to 15 years. How i did it was picked a quit date... I picked ghetto thursday to be my last day of smoking 7 or 8 days into the script because it was easy to remember. I waited till thursday and woke up Friday and didn't smoke anything.....It's already been 3 days. I have had some serious side effects. It seems like every hour my brain will change. I have mood swings. The first day my dose went from .5 mg to 1 mg for about 2 hours i felt like i was in 5th grade. I didn't remember anything from elementary school until now. It felt great to be back!


Last night i was was @ a marlboro concert and everyone was smoking and giving out free cigs and i didn't smoke... went to my favorite casino and it turned out to be the smelliest place i've ever been to in my life....way worse than bowling alleys in the midwest. I also played some blackjack for a few hours and this bitch kept blowing smoke in my face, i told her it didn't bother me and she should quit someday - Chantix works.....


Now that i'm on a brain med i have confidence that i've never had before... I approached three girls last night and actually talked to them all, even the gay girls. I watched dr. phil online and this guy taught me how to pickup women in Las Vegas. Well gotta get going to my new healthy life, eating some egg breakfast then running a marathon! TTYL! - Mutha